Sine Curve Life!!
I am tired of this sine curve in my life…sometimes I am too happy, sometimes too sad
I just want to settle down! Yesterday I was literally DEAD, I went home early and direcly went to bed, and felt the whole world is a mess and I have no one who loves me. And interestingly, nobody behaved bad, and nothing happen to create such a mess I did!! Rather my friends called, my hubby talked very lovingly, but I felt like I am the only loveless person living in this planet :’(
And today when I woke up, I felt – I am the happiest person on earth (again for no reason)….yesterday all I could think of are negative issues and today I can’t think of anythign but positive! This is a ridiculous sine curve I am in!!! BTW, those who are not aware of sine curve, its a geometrical thing, looks like a wave having a upper peak and a lower peak ( image added)!

So, my life can be represented by this curve, yesterday I was on the lower peak and today I am on the upper
But this makes life unstable and harder. I have so many things to do which I am not able to organize
Like today, I am very focused and working at certain things I have always planned for, but offcourse this requires me to stay tuned to finish it off, but what will happen is: tomorrow or may be day after tomorrow my dipression world will burst into me and I will lose the track!
God!! I really want to come out of this ridiculous thing…I am too old to be like this anymore
Life is seriously funny. I too feel the same thing most of the time. If I am happy today, tomorrow I will be sad… I find it to be really funny. You cant say anything on what will happen next in your life.
I guess we all have to live life this way only. There no way we can escape from it..
Well, this is how things happen. If you want to be very happy be ready to feel deep sadness.